Writing this after a very long time.

I just cant remain consistent idk what to do. All i do is break my routine and do inconsistent things.

I'm yet to create Video pitch to submit my startup idea to all in capital

I gotta complete it today. Atleast the script and ideas. I just cant stick to what i want to do.

Decided to go get tawa pulav.

But ended up eating, pani puri, masalapuri, iceacream, and fries. Things you do when you love the person and food.

Built Aura hai

Finally done with it! no i can rest in peace. All these days i was having the feeling that im doing alot of things but none of them are getting completed. Finally someting did! And im happy about it.

Need to stick to a routine and system

I just cant, im trying very hard to stick to a routine. But things change when you really want to do the things you like. May be thats what i should do, sacrifice some things that i like to do.

Parents are getting sick.

Looks like the good old days are over. Parents are getting weaker day by day. i have to do something about it.

Fight Fight Fight

I have to walk away when there is an argument or fight with her. i dont want to say things when my adrenalne is coursing through my veins. I know im gonna say somethign stupid and regret it later.

"I love to do it" is an understatement

I cannot begin to explain how much i love spend time eating with her. The things i said i cannot take it back but, this could be the start of me showing how much i love eating out with her or cooking or dancing or singing or fighthing or anything else. There is nothing i would not want to do with her.